My Dark Dominion

Everyone says life is short … But I think that I have spent the first 14 years of my life pretty well. [Although not wisely, ... but that's another story >_< ] Although some of you may agree that I haven’t done nothing much during my time, in my opinion, I’ve done reasonably well. Yes, I’ve only managed to really gain the trust of ONE girl, and that, only yesterday, but that ain’t all that counts in life, is it? This isn’t a mistake. To be honest, isn’t it better to wait and see than to do and regret?

This blog entry is a tribute and some insiders about all those girls I’ve cared for. I got this idea during my chat with my significant other =] And then realized, this just might be pretty good blog material. Oh yeah,  I’ve only shared this brilliant sensation we all know as ‘love’ with her. Just her. Meaning, ultimately, these are just girls I had really fallen for, no matter how short or long the time I went ‘gaa-gaa’ over them may or may not be. Plus; I’ve given everyone [but yours truly] a fictional  name as to protect their true faces. [I mean, seriously, wouldn't you mind it if you found your name up here for all to see ._. ? ] So like, here goes;

Number 1 :
Green Girl. [I gave her this name based on the color of my room as I blame her for it =P and due to my lack of imagination "^^] This girl; is more or less the person I wasted [for the lack of a better word] a good proportion of my life on. I spent 4/7 of my Iskandhar Years following her around. Yeah, I do regret that it took me four long years to realize that me and her, were never meant to be. But I do not regret it that it was her, that I had fallen for. She had been a dear friend even when I was down her throat and she still is. I thank her ten-folds for that =) She is a special person who was just, way out of my league. I guess. Anyway, on a more serious note [*straight face*] , believe me when I say this, because I speak with A LOT of experience. You canNOT find the person you think you’re going to spend the rest of your life with at the tender age of EIGHT ! EVEN if hell freezes over. Thanks.

Number 2 :
*Black Beauty : [I named her this because the color of her skin =P Duh!] She is one those people who you would find dancing with all the guys / multiple guys at a Prom, if there ever was one in Maldives, but STILL be Prom Queen all together. She’s a fun-loving, sociable person, who anyone can’t NOT enjoy spending time with her. Well, she was this friend, who I spent a reasonably good amount of time with, and, it was just after Green Girl, so I was in my rebounds =P So I, fell for her. This didn’t last more than week or so =P But like everything else, this also played an important role in my life. Being with her, has thought me a lot of things and she has played a good role in my life. She is a fine example of what Zero-bro told me the other day … “Girls don’t mean 90% of the things they say.” I don’t know how much trouble he’ll get into because I posted this here =P … But yeah x]

Number 3 :
*Flirt-nee. [I used to call her that because she does that a lot =P] This is someone with which I spent A LOT of time with, she used to call me even when I didn’t have a cellphone. And she used to talk to me about anything and everything about herself. And we used to laugh for hours. But there this one thing … She is an year older than me =P Yeah, I hang out with older people too much. This time, it just got to me. And, as I am me, one day or the other, I told her about my crush on her. And it seems, she didn’t like the idea. We ended up never talking to each other. She thinks, she can’t trust me anymore =/ I miss her. Haven’t seen her in 1.5 years. Who knows where the hell she is?

There are more. But I thought I’d write this in a series of entries as there are so many =P Kidding. Haha. This is fun. I kinda like telling everybody about everything ^_^ Don’t you?

* : The girls that were tagged “*” doesn’t really count due to popular vote [by my ego, morals, conscience and many other things] because at that period in time, I was going through puberty so … Yeaaah =P

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Quote of Today :
“What a frightening thing the human is, a mass of gauges and dials and registers, and we can read only a few and those perhaps not accurately.”

- John Steinbeck — [Don't ask where I got this from =P]