My Dark Dominion

Even though I graduated from Iskandhar yesterday, I thought I will go to school today as today is the day of Promotion for the students of grade six. I thought I’d say goodbye to my younger colleagues and teachers, and that, I did.

Moreover, more than 75% of the motive of going there was to see Tifa (another fictional name ) as this might perhaps be the last time I see her in months to come. I spent many hours of last night trying to plan out the whole event, which included getting her a farewell present just before I left for school.

The next morning, I was barely able to wake up to the occasion and yet, I hurriedly showered, dressed and went off to the school. Only on the way there, did I realize I hadn’t got her any goodbye present yet… I quickly ran over to a gift shop to get her something, anything >_<” As some of you might already know, I am not the best at choosing the right offerings. After minutes of guessing, I settled for some chocolate which I think would taste pretty good. I really wanted to make it special for Tifa, but that was the best I could get for her at the moment Well, it’s the thought that counts, right? =^_^=

Speaking of the event, I went there, saw Tifa, as beautiful as ever Before I went over to her, I hand-shaked a number of teachers. Afterwards, I found out that I wasn’t able to do any of the things I had planned on doing with her last night. I suddenly felt utterly gutless, I heard this was a problem faced by a lot of guys, but then, I was exceptionally pathetic. After minutes of drifting in unconscious judgments, I was finally able to mold up the guts to walk up to her, only then did I realize I had nothing in mind to actually SAY to her. Then all of a sudden, my vocal cords acted on its own accord, requesting her to show me her report card. To which she did and furthermore, I was rewarded by utterances of her beautiful and unique voice that has a certain innocence and cuteness which alone can get me high xD

And yet, she was with her mother… meaning that didn’t grant me much time with her either. And as she was about to leave pretty soon, I hastily went near the gate to which she would be leaving and handed over the chocolate as swiftly as possible. To which I was rewarded by a sweet, yet cute thank you =^_^=

After her parting, everything got pretty boring so I just said “Hi and Bye” to a couple of people and left.

Afterwards, I went online minutes after I went home, to which she came online too. Before I could even type in a couple of sentences, she told me something I had dearly regretted. I am so very sorry; I didn’t mean to do what I did. It seems that after I gave Tifa her goodbye gift, her mom’s been asking her various awkward questions that she’d rather not respond to, and forlornly because of my regretful slip-up, she told me not to talk to her for the time-being :/ might even be evermore…

All I want to say is that I am very sorry, and it was my liability and I have learnt my lesson, it is to never take place again. I hope you acknowledge my apology. Let’s please get back to what we were before. Friends… ? :/

Best of Regards,

Dhanish

The story below is a true, eventhough the name “Misa” is fictional. I do not want to share her real name with you as both me and her would prefer otherwise
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I know I should have posted this ages ago. But because of the dreaded exams, I couldn’t unfortunately. But alas, I find time During the occasion of the well-hated exams, last Saturday (3rd Nov 2007) I got invited to a birthday party.. of a SEVEN YEAR OLD!!! >_<”
I wasn’t very fond of going, as I didn’t think anyone of my age would attend. Don’t get me wrong, I like kids, but being in an overflowing crowd of ‘em, not so much Naturally, me and my family (excluding dad as he had to attend to some work) was late to the gathering, fashionably late as I like to recall =^_^=
Well, before I was even able to enter the premises, we were greeted by the family of the birthday boy. As I entered I saw the classical birthday balloons hung everywhere. With such small kids everywhere I had to be careful not to squash one of them while I walked >_<” There was background music which was very much disturbed by the inevitable chit-chatting of the people. But rather, I felt a sudden stop of time, with nothing but motionlessness and silence.

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